Thoughts of a Sprite

Friday, June 17, 2005

Shoot

So, Friday morning has come and gone, I don't think I have ever dreaded a Friday so much in my entire life. I had two fairly large tests today, Biology at 0800, and psychology (normally not a big deal, but this was the final, with no short answers, totally multiple choice.) at 0915. I don't know why I even bothered to study, or stress myself out over them. I was anally assassinated, public enemy number one: Biology. Psychology was not so bad, but it was not great either. I did poorly compared to how I usually do.

I took yesterday off work, so that I could study, and study I did... What a waste of time, I could have gone to the pool, or to a movie, or just played some play station... I am very disappointed, and hard on my self so enough of that.

I found out in the last couple of days that I am simple minded, anal, and that I have a short attention span... Good thing I don't take the looking glass approach on self esteem (the looking glass approach: viewing your self worth and image as others view you, the world is your mirror) I might be really upset by this, but eh? I am OCD, (lets be politically correct about it, I don't think it is proper to use the sphincter used in excretion of bodily waste, to describe someone that you are supposed to like) and I am okay with that. Things make more sense when there is order to them. And I do have my blonde moments... so I guess in a way that could be simple minded or short attention span...

Not much on the work front: Same old bullshit different pay week.... I may get to go to the CJIS conference at the end of July. Actual records training, for the records specialist! I have only been to one records class in four years, I have learned the rest by self motivation, and asking a lot of questions (and paying attention to answers) I have no qualms about calling the state attorneys office when I have questions, and sometimes even records management in Tallahassee. This will be way cool! I am soooooo excited! I will miss two days of class, but I deem this a worthy cause.

On the man front: No news, no prospects, no interest in finding a prospect, no time to spend with a "would be prospect." I managed to blow the last guy off with out much of a problem. He was getting awfully close to that 90 probation period.

I am off to my mom's house tonight. I sometimes retreat there, when I just need a shoulder. Not necessarily to cry on, she just understands some things, and she is making me my comfort food: Fried Potatoes. Lar took me to OG for lunch and that was nice too, well I kind of took him. Let's just say I drug him out of bed, and asked/ begged him to go with me.

Tomorrow I will be heading to the mall to buy my Papa a Father's day gift, and then to the gun range to fire off a few rounds. Shopping and shooting, what a perfect day! I can't wait, I have not been able to shoot in so long, I am not going to remember which end to load the clip into! Jeeze, it has been over a year! I love to shoot! I think I will start doing this more often.

OMG ~ I only have two more therapies left ~ and this week (wait for it) I get to have massage therapy at the end, 30 minutes of glorious massage, on areas of my back that so need to be loosened. SO very nice! The back is doing some what better.

Well that is about it for now... blog ya later~

shes_a_sprite @ 7:48 PM.

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